I have found my feelings and I found myself. I have a I the feelings I should have but the most important point I have learnt through therapy is allowing my true feelings be known! Faith in myself now holds no boundaries, so I have moved onto a better understanding of myself, and in doing so I am now able to understand others.
Love is life, Life is love, truth hurts, but understanding heals ones own mind. (Profound statements of truth and understanding) I have glossed over what has hurt me in my past in order to deal with things in my own mixed up way. However discovering my truth and understanding has helped me heal myself So being true to oneself first and understanding oneself, whilst analysing and talking about myself in therapy has brought a clearer picture of who I am to the fore. It has been a long two and a half years, I have changed and learned that covering up and patching up doesn't serve me at all.
I am now more open and show my true self to others, where as in the past I have hidden the real me. I have been very afraid of being hurt both mentally and physically in the past. I am now at last coming through that and discovering a better understanding and place in the world. Now I take one day at a time and look forward with great anticipation to the future.